Bin Tere!

Bas ab tum aa jao.. Bahut hua.

I love you.. Simply I love you.

I love to boil down you.and apni halat dekhi tumne, ekdum dusky color ho jaati ho tum and you already know that I like dusky color. Mujhe hamesha se yehi color chaiye tha. Meri fantasy thi yaar ye toh.
My mom always tried to keep me away from you, but hume milna tha. it was written.

Parents are god but they are not always correct. I had been kept away buying Sky blue jeans for myself, just for the reason wo jaldi gandi ho jaati hai.. Sounds Logical, but does not mean i should not wear. So maine le he li finally. and I think it suits me too.

Tumhe dekh kar he meri aadhi tension khatam ho jaati hai. I must not say that sweet hoti tab achi lagti ho.. But I like you in all forms.

Kitne baras ho gaye main soya nahi pta hai..
Ek sher hai iss par.
"Mere Bagair tujhe chain kaise padta hai..
Tere Bagair mujhe neend kaise aati hai.."

Mujhe tum har waqt chaiye, Jab main uthu tab, sote time, even when i am busy with my work, wanna see you tab bhi. Samne honi chaiye bas. Dil khush rhta hai. Pata hai kitni problem hoti hai jab nhi milti tum. I am addicted to you. Ab Mushkil hai durr jana.

Oh my Tea.. I love you till I sip you last!!!
Cheers to all tea lovers

Na Jaane Tumhe hai Kiska Intezaar...

Something like Archimedes, the law Maker

Okay.. I wanted to write today, but have no thoughts in my mind. I have nothing to speak.
Let's try it!

Life is funny I must say, hehehe.. I really wonder there is someone who is actually taking care of everyone's life. Must be difficult for him to manage for all. Not sure I am on which league, the one who is left out, ignored? Naa.. Don't know.

What I feel now is, its not only the earth is round, its everything. The tension on the surface makes it like that, the very famous LaPlace's law.
the interesting fact here is, the capillary tubes, which are nothing but nerves..:P

Its a Deep Sea, the more I try to look all around i cannot see the anything except whitish sky and grayish water in all 360 rotation. I feel tired of swimming sometimes, and most of the time nowadays.


Lot of Physics!

Ofcourse, the finest moron written laws of motion.. Else, he would have gone completely insane if tried Laws of E(motions).


Best Regards to all swimmers
Lots of love
RJ

AkashVaani On NH-24

I don't care who gonna be in power in UP in upcoming elections but what I can say is that its quite frustrating to crawl on my Delhi-Noida-Delhi roads. Well this is the reason that I do not like to drive at least in office hours.

When daily Bahua airs on RedFM around 9:15 or so, I can see the smiling faces in circumscribing cars.

Similar to "The President", the entourage of his surround himself keeping him in middle with two cars in front and two cars behind, I follow the same rule here on National Highway-24 (NH-24), keeping myself away from female drivers.

In my rear mirror view, what I could see was, a girl in a white Tee, black Open hair with some golden fringes covering her forehead and dark brown sunglasses- not only listening to music but also giving dancing moves simultaneously... Seeing someone like this was completely delightful. I could not hide my smile and it got noticed by her. (We are crawling on the road, by now she is just beside me).

By the way, for past few weeks, I was feeling low. In such situations, I usually prefer to listen to old songs which rejuvenates me and I do become normal afterwards. Big FM is "all time ready" to cater me this service. Especially "Suhana safar with Annu Kapoor" show - The encyclopedia of bollywood. So, I flipped to this channel, my one of fav song was on it. It was a mind relaxant to me. 

I somehow, successfully, signaled her to switch to this radio station. and I never imagined that this would go like this... She got to listen the remaining stanza of this song and it was like... (Listen it yourself down here)

She made a pistol instantly with her hand and tried to shot me dead.. Luckily traffic was cleared up and i just had a close shave and saved my Life...;)

The Blue Neck

आँख मूँद कर देख रहा है , साथ समय  के खेल रहा है।

A way of distraction for destruction...

Wonder to happen!!

The door opened and he stepped-in, indeed rambly, unknowingly what gonna happen next.

And Then She asked.. "Who is he??" moved her chin forward.

 Rest is History...

A Holiday

This time i really needed a break. May be a long one. Thanks to Allah for national holiday of EID.

I seriously had no plans, but i wanted to wander this time, no matter what destination it would be. I hit the search engine, and it threw me some links for travelling,

Well just out of the box thing here, do you know when people in Italy think of something, what search engine ask them to do?

Ok so coming back to my plan, I googled it too. I wanted to travel solo. I found some deals and finally got the itinerary for this trip. 

My destination is Kasol- Himachal. By the way I have never been to Himachal, So I decided to explore very place. I left office early with complete dignity  :P, Reached home and packed my rucksack and moved ahead to RK Marg to catch my bus.

I arrived to the place where fellow passengers were waiting for the bus. Well, waiting is my favourite hobby I must say. In my idle time and even sometimes when I am occupied, I do wait. I love it.

All these people around me in beautiful attire, Colourful Backpacks and Nice Pair of shoes, they will be my co-trekkers for next three days. Cool!!!

Hmmm... So yes, I was just checking out people around me, Of course girls too. Well simplicity always appeals to me. So my eyes were searching for the same and I found one with similar eyes..:)

I boarded the bus, she was sitting on other side of aisle. So I was on left hand side window seat and she was on right hand side window seat.

Now introduction time, everyone did the same, but unfortunately we couldn't had all due to babel around all over..:(

Well. It’s too early to put down tools for me. I tried again, she smiled again. 70% of our conversations were through eyes. 

Lights got dim, A girl sitting behind asked why I am travelling to Kasol. I said "To see the nature". She giggled which made me feel embarrassed. I was distracted with her  wry smile, I asked again. What??

She replied- “this place is famous for cream”. Had no idea till I got complete word with prefix. "Malana cream". Something pop up in my mind and then... 

This below track kept running in my head for next 3 days.

To Be Continue...

Rafiiiiii

Can't resist to type this

Likhe jo khat tujhe...
wo teri yaad mein...
Hajaaro rang ke...
Najaare ban gaye...

Acute to Obtuse

KO.. I mean ok... 
Here is the some Glimpse of my live tournament.

I must say i am warrior... I m on war... It could be a war room.. or battle field. 
For me, its like a 3D movie where I am simply watching a running reel. Every scene is like new to me, unknowingly what's next. A sense of thrill always running in back of my mind.

It is like me sitting on old bridge of Florence on one of the finest twilight. When I see right up in the sky, Its almost dark, just almost not completely. Yellowish light coming from sodium-vapor streetlight bulbs scattered all across the street. People wandering all over. Sound coming from chirping from nearby meadow is getting suppressed by crowd murmur. They look happy. They are huge in number and not lasting. They are moving. They are roaming on street. They are wearing smiles. Curvy one. They are in their best attire still the most comfortable and convenient clothes. They look Magnificent. I am watching all of them but no one. After a while, on the other side of pavement, almost 10 meters from me, a Spanish guy with his guitar and complete band started singing with delightful music. Both of my palm are facing downwards on the ground and I am leaning on it's support making an obtuse angle of 120 degrees. 

Just thinking of such imaginary episode make me feel wonderful. 

Well Coming back to real world, I can put all on graph.
Simple two poles standing apart.
In normal scenario, strings tied from one pole and ends at other. But when there is a turbulence, they simply gets open from one end. That it!!! 
Current in amperes does not know the path now.

I love adventures and seems its gonna synonyms for me.

Ahh!! its 4:55 am... retiring to bed

luv

JLT!!!

When you don't find a way to provide an explanation of any serious matter of past and, Now seems hilarious when you get some maturity...
You simply blink both of your eyes and with a smiling curve...:):):)

Melody Khao Khud Jaan Jao

Well, I am expressing some of really tasty melodies of my life, which I take to refresh myself. Songs which makes me feel good. What I can say is just listen it through me.

Disclaimer: If you really want to connect with this blog, I strongly recommend listen these songs before reading this blog. OR best thing would be listen it WHILE reading; I am providing you the links, just click and enjoy these melodies.

 Also, 

•       This blog doesn’t work in Daylight...:)) Better read after that only.
•        Read this when you are alone, No Matter what mood you are in.

Among the best, I chose below 3 tracks:

1) Tum bin jaoon kahan:  Video (Recommended)

2) Jaane Jaan Dhoondta Phir Raha:   Video And Audio (Recommended)

3) Tere Bina Jiya Jaye Naa:  Video (Recommended)

Let Start with our first song: "Tum bin jaoon kahan" Video (Recommended)

"Tum bin" has an incredible video. Each and every word of this song is finest art of lyrics writing. Here a person is standing in shadow of stars with a violent in his hands, and being high in her love.

The Wow line of this song can be fantasized like:

Keeping your hands at the back and tapping on your foots and then singing...

"Reh bhi sakoge tum kaise hoke mujhse judaa....

hat jaayegi deewaarein sunke meri sada..."

There is one more:

Flaunting with pointed hands at her and saying 

"Tum kya jaano ki bhatakta phira kis kis gali...

Tumko chaahke..."

The Person has been completely fallen for her. He doesn’t even care for anything else now. He is just completely with her, with every passing moment and he is enjoying every bit of it.

He is simply saying “I know you could get someone who can love you more than me. But believe me I cannot love someone else more than I love you... Trust me...” 

Here is the Second song:"Jaane Jaan Dhoondta Phir Raha" Video and Audio (Recommended)

The best thing about this song is female singer’s (Asha bhosle) modulated voice which is very different from normal one. It simply creates magical soothing throughout.

Wow Line...

“Haath aise mein bas chhodkar chal diye...” 

:)...:)...:) Trust me, Nobody could ever leave someone after such beautiful lines and finest gestures...

Two Lunatics, wandering and then lost, who were made for one another, who wanted to be with one another. They are just craving to see each other, to feel the touch of one another. Finding every passing second is as long as a year. They can’t wait even for a second to be apart... They really can’t...  And just wishing to be together in no time.

Meanwhile, they are enjoying their separation, since they know that they will meet for sure.

Here is the Last Melody:"Tere Bina Jiya Jaye Naa" Video (Highly Recommended)

I actually didn't find words for this Song. Words are really not enough for this.

When i first heard this song, I couldn't have figured out whether it’s a sad song or anything else.

But once you through it completely you will realize by yourself that what marvelous song it is. The voice is superb and so much soothing to ears.

Wow Stanza... :)

"Jab Bhi Khayaalon Mein Tu Aaye...

Mere Badan Se Kushboo Aaye

Mehake Badan Mein Raha Na Jaaye...

Raha Jaaye Na..."                                                                                                                   

And this is the Wowest Line Ever written...

"Zindagi Tujh Bin Raas Na Aaye

Raas Aaye Na..."

It’s like two souls are together, and they don’t need anybody else now. They are just self sufficient. They are just completely completing one another. Both souls were waiting to meet each other since ages. And now since they are met, they became inseparable like drops of water in a Sea. Nothing can be more pure and pious when two become one.

This is dedicated to all the IT professionals:)

As only IT people can understand this security check...:):):)

A Sun-day with Sun-ny

Some Lies are very beautiful, I realised for the first time. That you are back, you have taken birth again. You know what, everybody was so relaxed after listening this. Even I have taken a sound sleep for the first time
after your incident.

Its been 2 months now since you have gone. How is everything there? Happy now?

See i m very angry with you and frustrated too.. So dont you dare to give me any reasons for anything.
Everybody else is saying that it was not your fault, even you didnt know that this gonna happened to u, but I m not yet convienced.

Didnt you think a bit for cha and chi, and what about iti?
I Cannot believe this, that you can do this. Was it that easy for you?

Hey Boy, Listen, I m not crying, I m just cleansing my eyes... u understand that.


You know, you were on TV too, we saw you, but you didn't speak anything.

May your soul would be resting in peace, but believe me our bodies are not resting and minds are not in peace at all!!!
Think what pain you have given to all of us..
You always say na ki "bada ho ja bada ho ja.. atlast mujhe bada karke chala gaya na tu,,,
I can handle everything without you... Will show you one day..

I m still 1600 Kms away from our home but still felt their pain from here.
You know what, There is no more noise of laughter at home. and you have carried it away all fun with you.
I cant forget the night i got the call from home, each moment, each word engraved in my mind like anything, I was simply lost, speechless, numb. had no words to speak.

From your childhood, you kept on falling kabhi idhar kabhi udar, while walking, while speeding your cycle most of the time, while riding Scooter , and this time you fell but you didnt stand.
Pa was saying, that they danced a lot when u were born, as you were the first boy in the family.

I didnt cry that day too when i saw your body, i brought u home, seen every unfortunate things, seen everybody crying around me, but not a single tear rolled down from my eyes in front of anybody, Because i need to take care of everybody.
I cant forget your face, your eyes were looking very beautiful this time.

You know what, I always got Shielded because of you, whether its bringing groceries from market, Board Exams, or even marriage. People always say "Ki abhi to bada bhai hai"
I have no hesitation telling people that i do steal your styles.

Yesterday it was cha and chi's marriage annivarsary.
I called at 11 in night, not because i forgot, just that donno how to face them. What to talk about.

This is for you....

"Tha kabhi tu aakho me,  Aaj wahi aakhein dhoodti hai tujhe.
Chora tune hume yu ki hum sambhal na paye.
samjh na paye hum,  ki tu durr chala gaya hai, ya aur kareeb aa gaya.
pahale tu sirf hamare saath tha, aaj tu har jagah hai, magar dikhta kahi nahi
teri aawaz nahi hai, magar teri aahate sunayi deti hai.........."

Luv
Rish...

Account Opened

Never knew before that Sunday could be that Hectic and adventurous too at the same time... :)

OH MY GOODNESS!!!!!!! The only word that’s came into my mind throughout this D-Day....

But every time its came with different feelings... Lets begin..

I slept at 2:30am last night, technically for next 8 hrs I should be totally committed to my Sleep.

But nature didn’t want this to happen. At 8:30 am, I got two SMS’s from a courier company that they will going to deliver my parcel in next two days.. That’s so sweet that they do have the plans in advance for next two days... I don’t even have one for next couple of hours... :)

At 9:30 am, My phone rang again... Pops Calling....” Oh I need to modulate my voice and pretend them that i have already woken up even before the sun arose...”

Me:-Hmmm... Hellooo...

Pops:- U still sleeping...??? today is a big day for you.. Get up and be ready...

Me:- Oh Reallyyyyy.... at 9:30??? Don’t you think it’s too early on Sundays... I still have few hours to sleep..okk... I will be getting up in next 5 mins... c ya.. bbye.

Finally at 10:00am, I backed into my senses and found myself in a hotel in Chennai... I then realised that why I m here... Ohhh yes... My would-be girl with her family is coming to see me...

Oh I forgot her name again... what was her name.... PPPPPP............. Pallavan Thaangal... yes that’s correct... I mean I think so...

But what does this name means... Google shows its meaning as “ Progress with development ”..... ohhh Really...!!! But what kind of development? I know she is currently working with an IT company in a development project, but does this all was known to her parents at the time of her birth that she going to get dev project... that sound nice.

So finally I got up in next one more hour and wanted to start my day the way I do daily, with Poha and Tea...

With the gulp of finely cooked beaten rice, I got some strange feeling... M I not a kid anymore??? No that’s wrong... my mom never says that...May be she doesn't want to hurt me;)

So, as of the current status. I have enough grown up to get married and now countdown has been begun for me perhaps of 6-7months time span ... that’s really a bad news...

Part-2

Bhaiya arrived to my place to picked me up and we moved ahead to the venue. ..I was in car... just saw my would be papaji from the car window... my BP level increased to its highest Limit... Bhaiya relaxed me.. “Chill man u r looking good... Don’t get nervous, I am there”

I had no other option except to admire him...

Oh My Goodness!!! There she was... Could Chennai girls be that much pretty... and even with a such name...

“She is good... No really... I mean it...” Bhaiya said.

I replied apprehensively “Yes i can see that too...Let’s go back home... will come after sometime...”

Bhaiya replied... “Get down...” technically he was the owner of the car so he could say that...”

My heart, my liver my kidney... everything came in my mouth when I stepped down the car...

I took a deep breath... and got down to greet “Papaji”...

“Namaste Uncle” ... I said this with a handshake... :-)

Then” Namaste Aunty”

And then Finally...... Oh My Goodness!!!!!..... With a smile.... A “Hi” from the heart to her...

Ahem Ahem....Breathtaking....

I turned around... but no bhaiya behind me... Arey, where is he??? Arey yaar.. he is still locking his car.. Did i come too fast to greet or its bhaiya’s Style...

Bhaiya appeared, I introduced him.... why i m doing so? I m not a host... not even the Guest... I m the chief Guest infact...

Oh never mind... let’s go inside...

We sat in Sangeetha restaurant... No... The name sounds like this.... but it’s a finest growing chain for sambhar and Idli combo...

Anyways, I just realised name doesn’t matter for me nowJ

So, Elder people engaged with their talks... She was wily staring at me with “pretending-overlooked-looks”...

So clever she is...!!!

Hmmm... Admitting to what other people talking without even knowing what they really upto...

Then an intelligent guy spoke golden words (Bhaiya)... “Uncle Lets go outside and let them talk alone”...

“Yes yes.. Sure Sure....” would-be-Papaji answered.

Oh my Goodness!!!... Feeling very nervous this time... blood got froze in nerves....

She and I... one to one... No ways... what will I ask... M I a contestant or judge or both at same time?

Coffee is in front of me.... chilled coffee that was... and they charged us for the hot coffee... never mind... someone more important there sitting in front of me... and she could be my lifelong coffee maker... :-)

“I think I need to start first” ... I thought correctly by the way...

Here i go..

“Hey Pallavan... u there with me...” I asked

With the petals of flower falling out, She replied ”Yes... of course” With a smile...

That was the first time I honestly looked at her... trying to read her mind...

“So, u did your engineering from SRS College”... That’s good and now working with a renounced IT industry as an educated labour designation. That’s really perfect...

But it not enough to judge a girl’s intellectual... as IT industries never hires rocket scientist people and Even they delayed my joining for 1.5 years for this reason, may be they were not sure about me

She was not even able to talk... but why.. Just that it means she is having a boyfriend, Is she now going to give me that Delhi-6 Sonam kapoor’s “going-to-punch-your-face” Looks.

I asked her... “Are you prepared pallavan...??? ”

She replied hesitatingly ”No...”

I smiled and said “me too...”

That way I put her at ease and simultaneously got myself too realised that I m not alone like thisJ.

Later she got so comfortable to me that she told me the truth...

“Look, I am not in the state of getting married... it’s too early, it’s all becoz of my parents I am here... let them do what they want, and I will do whatever I want to...”

Oh that statement hurt me..., it’s because her parents giving a sincere efforts, at least she should clearly talk to her parents, rather than obliging me.

I had given her admitting smile...

So, is the party over now? I thought...

She was seeing everywhere except me... quite embarrassing moment for me... I don’t think so I look that bad... Ask the girl on fourth floor in my office who proposed me last Monday... Or ask my mom... she never lies to me... :)

“Chale...” She said.

I said ”yes sure”... I too have to practise some java programs at my home, as I had just taken a coffee- break with you.

I called bhaiya on his blackberry who was sitting with my “Now-not-would-be-Papaji”.

He came in... Asked what happened...

I said “we are done... shall we go now??”

He said ”Its too Early to leave... why don’t you go for a walk... a leisure one” with a smile...

I have no other option to utter anything...

Pallava was ready too... don’t know why?? May be she too is an IT girl and hence doesn’t value time.

I said “okk”

My both hands were in my pocket and her hands at her back...

We both were sharing a "Resonant-Teacher-Student" Relationship.

Honestly speaking, I had already surrendered and not even giving any try to impress her. I don’t wanted to do so... She wasn't of my type...

Still it could be a walk to remember, so we begun to walk...

Co-incidentally, I answered her question just a mili-second before the stream of words could travel from her mouth to my ears... her question was "Where do you stay?"

Now what to ask... my mind got struck.

I asked then ”So, what is your future plannings ”

She rudely replied... “I haven’t given a thought on that”

I said “I m not asking about your life-planning-calendar... I was asking about your career.”

She replied something... I don’t remember that...

I was not able to understand why I am here, having a walk with a girl who is not even treating me nicely...

Seriously speaking, if this had done by my roommates, I would have changed my room J;).

I replied her with some of my company policies, code of conducts etc. And asked her to turn back for the restaurant.

Still half way to cover, so again I inquired about her hobbies...

She Replied”Reading novels”

She asked”What about you”

I replied effortlessly “Same same...”

She got amazed... I don’t know what clicked to her mind, but since we met, this was the first time she got with a big smile... and said “Really..?? Still she was smiling”

I said “Yeah, thoda sa same”

I doubt whether she was smiling or laughing... Perhaps was laughing on me. Don’t know...!!!

Then we reached back to our respected people.

Then I said goodbye to everyone, even to Pallavan, and got backed to my car.

They too were going... I thought she would steal a look, though we both knew it’s our last meeting... I started wishing like SRK of DDLJ...Palat... Palat... Palat... and you know what... this trick worked...Her father turned around...I waived him...he respond the same:)

law of attraction

You attract and create everything which is happening in your life. It is called as law of attraction. "

It is difficult to accept that someone can bring himself cancer or horrible accident, but it is a scientifically fact, proved by the quantum physics.

The power of our thought is enormous and goes beyond the limited of our body. Our thoughts are like a very strong magnet attracting everything which is in synch. So we think about the bad stuff like being in debt or in a broken relationship. And more of the same is coming to us.

I know it is almost impossible to generate a positive thought when you are surrounded with bad circumstances. But this is where the game starts. You have to understand that those bad circumstances, surrounding you right now have been created by you. Your negative thoughts attracted and continue to attract that bad stuff.

It is like a vicious circle or more correct a spiral going down and down. How to stop that? Reverse your thoughts. Here comes the most difficult part: can you control your thoughts?

The fact is that no one can do that, unless in possession of a super power. How an ordinary human being can achieve that control? The answer is by watching emotions. It turns out that emotions are even easier to control and they can affect our thoughts.

Every time u catches you in bad mood or negative emotion – switch to a positive one. This is clue. You have to create a habit of switching from negative to positive emotions. Create a vision; call an event from your life, where you have been extremely happy and call this moment every time you find yourself in bad mood or emotion.

How simple is that. Everyone can do it. It takes a part of second to make it happened.

Let’s reveal three practical steps about creating your life:

Step one: Ask for it. Write on a piece of paper what do you want. Draw a picture, make a photo and put it on the wall on the spot you can see it easily.

Step two: Bring it. This is not your part. It is obligation of the universe to bring to you whatever you ask for. You have no power to know how this is going to happen.

Step three: Receive it. You have to prepare yourself for receiving whatever you asked for: Here comes your obligation to keep positive emotions and thoughts in the synch of what you are asking for.

Deep inside of you has to be absolute faith that the thing you asked for is on the way to you. You have to start seeing it materialized and act as it is already here. And the most important part of the game: As it is already here you should be grateful to the universe, creator or God whatever you call it, which is bringing your desire to you. This is the most powerful part to understand and apply.

If you send a thank you message to the universe for something that is not yet materialized, then the universe has no choice but to deliver it to you as soon as possible. And the last part of your preparation is: Give whatever you want to be given. If you want money- start giving away money. If you want help- start helping others.

The secret is now revealed to you. It is so simple and powerful and has been in use for ages. It is difficult to believe in it and that is what is going to separate the winners from the losers in the life.

Use it and enjoy every bit of your life here and now.